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Past week part 5

2008-08-31T00:02:02+02:00

I am still trussed up in the cage with my wrists and ankles attached to the cage roof with me flat on my back. The vibrator is still in my pussy buzzing away getting more and more intense as the time goes by.

After what seems like hours I hear the chairs being moved on the floor which sounds like they are finnished. There vioces get louder as they get closer to this end of the kitchen where the utility room is.
He tells her to open the cage and remove the vibrator from me and to cover the cage with an old blanket.
The vibrator is ripped out of me and left beside the cage then it is closed again and then I am envoloped in darkness. I am now releifed that the vibrator is out but I am getting sore from being left in this position. Off course I have no choice in what is happening to me so I have to put up with it. (As this is why I came as well as the intense feelings running through my body are quite overwhelming after all)

The two of them walk away through the kitchen as I hear him tell her to leave the dishes as that will be the bitches job later.
After some time which I can not tell as I have been in darkness I hear movement which is them returning to the utility room.
They do not talk to each other which makes me feel uneasy as they know exactly what they are going to do to me next.
Mistress pulls the blanket off and then opens the cage again, she release my ankles and wrists and tells me to get out the cage. I am so stiff from being in the same position for so long I stretch myself which I get a good slpa on my arse from Mistress for doing things with out being told. I will tell you when you can stretch she comands me. Now stand up she tells me. I glance at Master when I get another slap on the arse for looking upwards without permission. You keep your eyes down wards she tells me, as I am not worthy of looking at them in the eye.
Master then takes my lead in his hand and pulls me forwards behind him. Come with me he orders.
I am suprised I am allowed to walk on my feet but not for long as I am pulled into the garage again. The light is now on and I see there is a chain hanging in the middle of the garage.
Mistress passes me and Master at this point and gets some buckles from the shelf at the side.
She gets down on her knees in front of me and removes the loose fitting cuffs which are al ready on. She then attaches tighter buckles to each ankle then my legs are pushed wide apart and there is a pole placed in between them. I am now thinking that I will be stretched upwards by my arms with the legs spreader on and whipped.
I get excited at the thought of the whip maybe.
Master then says yes give the bitch water to drink she must be thristy by now.
I get a sports bottle thrust in to my mouth at this point and she proceededs to squeeze it to empty it into my mouth. I find the taste repulsive as it is piss again.
I lift my hand to pull it away only to be told to get them back at my sides.
I struggle to drink it as much as she is forcing into me, again I attempt to lift my hands. Maater then gets something from the side which is quite wide and black as I strain to see from the corner of my eye.
Next I feel the coldness of a leather belt round my waist which has rings on it. Master then attaches my wrists to it with the little clips. He tells me you wont me trying to stop us now the will you!!!
Mistress empties the bottle in to my mouth. I have now got piss running down my front from which I could not digest as quick as she was pushing it in my mouth.
I think thank goodness that is finnshed only to find it replaced with another bottle.
She tells me it is now time to taste Masters piss...
Now I feel Masters hands on my arse rubbing up and down wards and then I get a slap on each cheek, he thens rubs again gently and then bang again. He then probes between my legs as I stand there being force fed from the bottle. He starts to finger my pussy and pull on my lips until he makes me wince with the pain. He continues to do this until I wriggle and loose the bottle from my mouth. Mistress then gives me a couple of slaps on the face then to make me focus.
I have now finnshed the second bottle. Master says that is enough now. Iam ordered to lie on the floor on my back on the cold concrete.
The chains are then lowered from the roof of the garage and attched to me ankles, which are of course sprad wide open for all to view my pussy and arse.
He then pulls on the chains until I feel myself being lifted upwards by the ankles.
Once I am vertical he spins me round to see what height my head is off the ground, I am nearly in line with his crotch, so he pulls some more, until I am right in line with it.
His face is now looking into my pussy and I am looking into his crotch.
He stands back to admire me as I swing backwards and forwards, the blood is ruching to my head. He then tells his Mistress to come over from the side and he says I want you to lick that pussy until she is ready to cum, she dutyfully obeys him and procededs to lick on my pussy. He tells her to really suck on my pussy and I feel him push her face into me. The pleasure and the pain from hanging upside down is making me quiver with delight. Iam now on the verge of cuming when he pulls her back by the hair to stop her sucking and lapping at me.
Go and get the basket from the kitchen he tells her. She go quickly and returns in a flash.
He tells her I want the cucmber first to see how far it can go in!!! She hands him the vegtable and he pushes it into me, as I am wide open I can feel it slide in to me, he says look at that she has swallowed three quarters of it. He thens says to her now the other one, I then feel it probe at my arse as it is pushed in to me, I can feel the skin between my arse and pussy tighten as it is pushed in, as it goes in I can not help myself and I explode into an orgasm. I am shaking and wriggling by now.
He then shouts at me I did not tell you that you could cum now did I.
He goes over to the wall and gets something, as he returns I see it is a cat o nine tails. He begins to whip my back and then he tells her to spin me round. As I spin round he whips my tits and then my back, he does this again and again telling her to spin me round to get me red all over as a punishment. He tells her to take out the vegetables and he then directs the tails onto my pussy which is all ready at a heightend state.
Now he stops and admires his handy work. My back and tits are very tender to touch as he smooths his hands over them and then gets rougher pinching my tits in his hands. I am now wincing with the pain and the pleasure from this.
He tells mistress to take his cock out of his trouser and put it in my mouth as I am making to much noise. he stands there as she pulls his cock out and she gets me by the back of the head and forces it into my mouth saying you better be quite now.
I am pushed onto it. I am made to swallow the whole length until my nose is pushed against his balls. She keeps me there until I am struggling to get pulled away as I cant breath. She does this several times,which again heightens everything for me as it is another control taken away from me.
He tells her to stop and she pulls me away off his cock. he is glistening in the light and Mistress asks Master can I finnish you off please. He looks at her as she says please again and he says yes. He then gets her head as she bends down and pushes it right down here throat and really gets deep in her. He does not last long as I can see Mistress pushe her fingers up his arse which makes him cum quicker. Once she has a mouth full of cum she swallows and then turns to me and kisses me full on the mouth and I try to get some of his cum from her mouth with my tounge. She bits down on my tounge hard, then lets go saying you greedy bitch you have all ready had Master cum today. She slaps me on the tits and piches my nipples until they are really sore.
She stands next to Master as he recovers and asks if she can apply them.
He says yes.
She then gets something else from the basket which turns out to be clothes pegs. She attches them one by one round my niples and then places one on each nipple. She then stands and pulls on my pussy lips and clips what feels like two one each side but this is hard to tell as I am quite numb from cumming and from the cat o nine tails being used on me.
Onc eshe has attched them Master starts again with the whip lightly brushing the pegs back wards and forwards.

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Past week part 4

2008-08-24T23:25:47+02:00

Just me and him in the barn alone with me tethered by a lead to my collar to the wall.
I watch out the corner of my eye to see what he is doing but it is dimmily lit in the area that he is. I here a bang of wood but then silence.
I watch quitely as he comes towards me, he has a rding crop in one hand and a vibrator in his other hand.
He pulls the lead from the hook on the wall and walks me from the side of the barn until I am more in the middle. This area as smooth concrete on the floor so my knees get a break from the rough concrete.
He tells me to get down on my elbows whilst he goes behind me pulling the chain of the lead tight up my back in one hand.
Unceremonsly I feel the vibrator nudge at my pussy and the next thing it is pushed all the way into me without hesitation. Offcourse the force of it going into me I push forwards which pulls the lead on my collar tighter as he pulls it back further.

Just the roughness of him being so forceful sends a vibration through my body. He tells me then that I am not to let that vibrator fall from my pussy or I will be punished harshly. And offcourse he rememebers me that I had better not think of coming without his permission.
He now stands up and tells me to asume my dog like position on my hands and knees again.
I then here the riding whip breaking the air as he swishes it about, then I feel the sting of it on my arse cheeks one side then another.
He knows I secretly love the sting of the crop on my body as I pull and twist to get away from the blows. After a number of cracks of the whip I feel the smoothness of his hand on my arse cheeks and he says there there now does that sting my little doggy bitch, I say yes Sir it does. He then asks if I would like more. I tell him yes Sir I would like more. On that word he brings his hand down hard on my left cheek. He then begins with the crop again and again.
My bum is on fire by this point and I am squirming trying to move from it, but I am fully aware I have to keep this vibrator clenched in my pussy incase it falls out, this in its self is all ready hightening the pleasures which are running through my body whilst I hold myself back from reaching a climax.
He stops the crop and returns with the palm of his hand to my bum rubbing and smoothing it. He then starts to probe my anus with his finger, I pull forwards at this feeling and he pulls back again on the lead to ensure I am kept still. I then hear him spit and feel the wetness on my anus as he prods my hole with his finger again, it is now in my anus up to his knuckles as I feel the nails of his other fingers dig into the soft skin around my anus. I am now struggling to concentrate on keeping the vib in my pussy and not coming as well.
He starts to rub his finger in and out but he is pushing down in my anus rubbing his finger against the skin which seperates my anus from my pussy which again is intensifying the feelings I am having. All the time he tells me remember you do not have my permission to cum. I continue to squirm and pull away but he is having none of it, continues for a few mins, then he pulls his finger out of me and pulls tightly on the lead forcing me to spin round on my knees which is painful in its self, but that is just another pain which enhightens the orgasm I so much want to have but yearn not to...
He pulls me right round until my face is in front of his crotch now where he pulls upwards on the lead and tells me to suck on his finger which has been inserted in my own anus, I do as Iam told which again hightens all my feelings even more at being made to lick something that has been inside my own bum, it is disgusting and so humilating but that is the treatment I yearn for and of course am here for.
Once I have all the traces of my anus licked from his fingers as he pushes them deep in my throat.
He pulls from me and stands upright and states it is now time for my breakfast, lets go to the kitchen by little bitch.
As he turns and walks he pulls the lead for me to follow as I have no choice I follow on my hands and knees. I think to myself he will tie me up here maybe and leave me but no, he heads for the door and throws it open and drags me behind him.
The ground between the barn and the house is muddy from cars and tractors driving on it, but he does not bother he just pulls me the same shouting keep up bitch. Once outside I fear for someone seeing me in this position which again turns me on even more but also frightens me as well.
We get to the back door which enters into the garage where there is another door leading into the utilty room which is of the kitchen, as I remember this from my first visit which was very different from this one.
He kicks of his boots as he continues to hold my lead. I struggle to keep up going up the steps into the utility room.
With all this happening I am almost oblivious to the vibrator which is still in my pussy which I am still clenching in fear that it falls out, which it does as I try to get up the steps in a way that I can keep my crotch clenched but it is impossible. He turns to me and looks down at me with a huge grin on his face, now what did I tell you to do with that bitch, I quitely say Sir you told me to keep it in me. Yes he says you will regret disobeying my order.
He instructs me to pick it up as I turn and stretch and go to stretch my hand out he snarls at me not with your hands bitch dogs don't carry anything in there paws now do they!! Get it in your mouth and hold it there. I bend further down and pick it up in my mouth which again it has been inside my pussy for the last 15 mins.
Once we are right inside the utilty room I see they have made a space for something new in the corner.
It is a dogs cage that has been placed there. He pulls me towards it and as he does so he sees the look on my face of terror mixed with excitement.

Yes he says to me this is your holding cage whilst I am busy. As I get closer to it he shouts on his true Mistress to come through to the utilty room, look at the little doggy bitch she has the look of terror on her face at this thought. He tells her to remove my trainers from my feet and place on the braclets he prepared earlier. She gets behind me and pulls my trainers from my feet without undoing the laces and throws them in the corner.
She stands and goes to the counter top and returns with cuff type braclets which have little chains attached with loops on the end.
She grabs each wrist in turn and clamps them after my ankles have been done.
Master then instructs me to enter the cage, I am told to turn round and get on my back, as I do he tells me to get my feet up against the roof of the cage and spread them as wide as the cage will allow, this exposes my pussy wide open then.
He then tells his Mistress to attach the the cuffs on my ankles to the mesh at either side of the cage. Iam then instructed to do the same with my hands now as well, again Mistress attachs them also to the side of the cage so I am in awkward position I am not stretched out and I am niether bent double it is in between.
All the time I am still holding this vibrator in my mouth which is now sore from keeping it there and very dry.
He instructs Mistress to take the vib out my mouth, she leans in to the cage pressing down on my tit with one hand to retrive it from my mouth and off course she digs her nails in as she does so with a wicked grin on her face.
Once she has it out he tells her to turn the vibration on to low and stick it inside me again, she does this without hesitation as she know how it will drive me wild.
He then tells her to fasten the cage door, she does this and stands up,I can she has the biggest grin on her face now as he will pay attention to her now.
Master she says your breakfast is ready for you. As the two of them walk to the kitchen they do not even look back as I can see when I stretch my neck back, I wriggle a bit two and fro to see if I can loosen anything but it is all made of metal.
The metal on the bottom of the cage is now starting warm against the heat from my body.
I am trussed up in a cage with a vibrator in my pussy buzzing away lightly, which I just know will get more intense as time goes on.
I hear them both chat as they sit at the table and eat there breakfast together.
As I hear the chink of cutlery I then start to feel pangs in my stomach, but are these from the sensations from being cuffed in cage with no means of escape or from the vibrator which is inside me or from the smell of the food which I can almost taste.

I listen intensly to see if I can hear any plans they might be discussing but it is no good they are just to far away to hear.

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Past week part 3

2008-08-23T21:28:09+02:00

Here I am still on my knees with hands cuffed behind my back naked apart from my trainers on my feet.
My knees are hurting and my arms are now sore which leads to more excitment for me realy knowing I can not move with out comand from my Master and his Mistress.

Master tells Mistress to get the collar and lead for me as I am told to look up at the roof now and not to look anywhere else, I do this I strain to do this so not to catch Masters eye who is in front of me now. I can not help myself I glance at him for a second only to feel the sting of his hand accross my right tit and told to keep looking upwards. I do but my tit is sore from the slap which makes me stoop a little only to get another slap on my left tit then.
He warns me that just because you like a some pain you will not like as much as I will inflict on you if you do not do as you are told I can assure you now keep looking upwards.
Mistress returns to him with a collar which she is told to place round my neck, she places it on and begins to buckle it when he tells her it needs to be tighter. She pulls tighter which makes me gasp a little for breath until I adjust to it.

He then asks her where the lead is that he told her to get with the collar.
Oh she makes some excuse to him about not hearing him, slap I can feel the sting she gets on the face as he pulls her head back with the other hand.
She is told in no uncertain terms that when she is told to get something she is to get it the first time with no excuses.
He then kisses her passionalty on the mouth and pulls away towards the end by bitting on her lip a little to make her squeal a little with the pain.

She turns and heads away to get the lead when he lets her go. He shouts to her to also get the keys for the hand cuffs as well.

She returns with a stainelss steel lead and hands it to him he bends to me and gets his fingers in behind the collar and pulls me forward to him and latches the lead on to the ring. He then orders his Mistress to unlock my cuffs, as she dutyfully does in a instant. I am allowed a few seconds to stretch my arms before being told to get on a my hans now as well as my knees as Iam going to be there pet for the day now.
Master turns and walks off briskly calling walkies at me and I have to crawl as fast as I can to keep from the lead pulling me.
I am taken to the side of the barn where he ties the lead to a tether on the wall I am not in any pain by this point all though the collar is uncomfortable as it is tight on my neck, but at least my wrists are free for the time being allowing my arms to relax for the time being.
I am told to stay on that position as he turns to his Mistress and tells her to go to the house and begin to make his breakfast as he will be in to the house in 15 mins to eat it.
Her only words is yes master and she leaves closing the door behind her.

It is now just me and him in the barn

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Past week part 2

2008-08-22T23:29:53+02:00

I was on my knees being forced to take a rod down my throat by a Mistress forcing my head down onto a Masters shaft.

This proceeded for a what felt like an eternity but could have only been for about five or ten minutes at the most as I m sure he was straining not to cum in my mouth at this point. Every so often Mistress would pull me off so he could wipe his wet shaft over my face and in my hair and he would bend down to force his cock on to my nipples to much pain for me , then it would be back in my throat again.

All of a sudden I had the blindfold removed which off course hurt my eyes so I was closing them to help me adjust to the light, when I was told to get them open and see what was happening as I had my head pushed right down on to his shaft.
I was held there at this point by Mistress as he came right down my throat.
I had to swallow everything I could whilst gagging on him.

Once he had finnished pumping down my throat Mistress pulled me back by the hair then to remove the steel brace that had been placed in my mouth to keep it open whilst my throat was pounded.

At this point she pulled me further back on my knees and kissed me fully on the mouth and was sucking on my tounge to get the taste of her Masters cum from me.
Once Mistress had doen this she slapped me accross the face and said you greedy little bitch you left none for me you will pay for that.

I was pushed forwards down to the floor so my face was cheek down on the floor and I was on my knees with my arse in the air, I could see master had done his trousers up by this time and he told Mistress to give me something to drink as all my sucking must have been thirsty work.

So she did just that she went behind me and came back with a dog bowl which was empty. He told her to place it on the floor and fill it for me to have a drink from it, it was then I realised what he was about have her do.

She had on a loose knee length skirt which she dutyfully hoisted up and proceeded to squat over the dogs bowl and pee directly into it. I could tell by the relief in her face he had not let her pee all morning until this time.
Once she finnished I felt myself being pulled back up by the hair by Master who then beckoned her to come to me and he angled my head back so she could present her wet pussy to my mouth for me to lick which he instructed me to do..
Of course I did so as instructed he pushed me hard to her as I licked her the length of her pussy lips.
He pulled me back suddenly and said that is enough for you my little Mistress meaning his wife of course.
Bring the bowl was the next order to her. Mistress brought it to me and placed it on the floor as Master then pushed my face to it and said take as much as you can as you will need all the fluids you can get for the rest of the day as he laughed.

The smell of her hot piss was terrible but I had no choice but to lap it up as I was pushed into it.

After a while of lapping he pulled me back up and told Mistress to cum over and dry my face.
She looked at him a bit vacantly to start with as she had nothing to wipe me with it was then he said I want you to use your tounge to dry the bitches face now!!

This was his way of ensuring that Mistress did not get above her station, so he could enforce he dominance over both of us...

At this point I was so turned on by the situation of being forced to lap up pee and swallow down cum I was shaking with excitement or the cold I was not sure by then.

To be continued

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Past week

2008-08-22T00:02:19+02:00

Well I better expand more on my last post.
It was a nice time I had with two, lets say friends who were in control of me.
I went to there place as agreed first thing of a morning 8.00am I had to drive so far in to the country until at the bottom of there road and as I had been instructed to be sure I only had my trainers on my feet and nothing else when I arrived there, I stopped and slipped out of my clothes quickly, I had put on a loose jogging suit so I could just unzip the top and slip the bottoms off over my trainers,
As I was told to ensure I was in there court yard in my car naked at this time. I had to wait in the car until I received insturctions on what to do after that by text.
I was sat there for about 40mins when I recieved a text telling me to go to the barn which was next to the house, and enter by the side door and close the door behind me and only take my phone and keys with me then place them on a table near the door and wait until further instruction was given.
As I entered the barn I could see the table next to the door where I placed my items.
Once I shut the door behind me I was in total darkness.
I then could hear and see nothing. Until I felt something move in front of me and then I could feel my wrists being grabbed as they were pulled behind me and locked togther behind my back with handcuffs. Once they were cuffed I then felt a blindfold being placed over my eyes so I would not be able to see as my eyes were getting use to the dark by then.
This was all done with no words being said at all, apart from a few gasps from me.
This was such a turn on for me as I had said I would give myself to them for the whole day and to start in such a way it could only get better.
I had no control of anything by this point and was in no position to stop it any way.
Once the blind fold was in place I could then see a little light down the side of it as the lights were clicked on.
So there I am naked except for a blindfold, hand cuffs and my trainers. I was in heaven...
I then I was to hear the words on your knees bitch and this was the masters voice as I had struggled to know if it was Master who had cuffed me or Mistress, but the voice was in front of me and I then felt hands on my cuffs forcing me to bend at the knees by pulling my hands downwards towards the floor.
Open your mouth was the next comand to me, I did this only to feel a metal object be placed in my mouth which was keeping it open, this was then buckled behind my head like the blindofld.

Next my head was grasped from behind by Mistress and pushed down on to Masters erection, this was done time and time again so he only stood there whilst Mistress moved my head backwards and forwards on his rod going deeper in my throat each time.
I was totally helpless to anything and the gagging reflex was there but could not for the steel in my mouth keeping it wide open.
This was heaven to me as my knees were in pain from being rocked back and forwards on them I was struggling to keep my breath as as well, and I must have looked in such a humilating picture in that position with me watering from my mouth, I was sure I could feel my inner thighs wet by this time also.
I will continue this later !!!

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Encounter

2008-08-18T11:02:22+02:00

I have returned from a great encounter this week with some old friends which just made my month, specially when I have not played for a while.

The encounter was with a Master and his Mistress, it was just nice to have no control at all, that gives me such a turned on feeling knowing I have no control of what is happening and and when!!!

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Memory 2

2008-07-28T00:39:07+02:00

My second encounter was with the same couple I was introduced to that last night. It was a week later I had been asked by them if I wanted to go out with them as my freind was away with his work.
I went with them to quite pub for a drink and we got merry, when closing time came it was suggested that I go back to theres for a night cap, which I agree to without hesitation.
The conversation of the evening had been quite arousing as it got later and of course in there car back to the house I was in the back with her as her husband was driving.
By the time we got to the house me and her were getting carried away, her hands were all over me and her tounge was down my throat. The car drew to a halt and we were in the garage which was joined on to the house. Her hubby turned and said I m feeling left out here!! Lets go in.

(I had been with women before and was very turned on, even more so that we were doing things in front of her husband)

But the best was yet to come when we moved from the back seat of the car I saw we were in the garage as she lead me through the door into the utility room, then through the kitchen and on in to the living room.
Her husband was all ready pouring us drinks, but I noticed he only poured two for us, he had not had drink all night. I said what about you, on no not to night I want to keep a clear head he said.

We all settled on the sofa in front of the TV with our drinks. He was at one side of me and her at the other. Nice and cossy.
We chatted and the more we chatted the subject came round to the last weekend when we had first met. Of course I could not forget the last time the we met as there was my friend there and the two of them. He said that I had seemed very turned on by his wife touching me and off course I agreed, it was then pointed out that when we had started fooling around with me having my arms held and my top opened for his wife to play with my tits that I got even more turned on.
This was very true as I had never played like that before.
He suggested I would like to be restrained again maybe, as I nodded at him all the time she is rubbing my thighs and getting closer to my puss I was getting wet again.
She then asked have you ever been with a dom then, I knew what she ment and said no. Well my husband is very dom and loves to be in control of most things. as the conversation went on she was rubbing my arms now and said would you like to play a little with us again then.
As I took the last sip from my glass I nodded yes.
For them that was game on. lol
I was lead to the bedroom with him in front taking me by the hand and her behind me holding my other hand. Once in the room he said to her to take my clothes of, which she quickly started to. I was there in the full light of the room nearly naked with just my panties on. He told her to put me on the bed and play with my tits. I started to make a move for her body, but she whispered in my ear no no and pushed my hands above my head, I was now oblivous to him being in the room. I started again to take my hands down but she pushed them back up and I felt something cold on my wrist and that was them imoblised by hand cuffs through the bed head.
I started to protest a little and she said you are fine, she now had one hand down between my legs and the other over my mouth to say shshsh. I wriggled a little more as well only to find one leg be pulled side ways and then as I pulled my other leg to jon it to try and cross them it was pulled back to the other side and I was left with her on top of me and me spread eagled on the bed with only my panites on!!
Her husband had not said a word until this point when he told her to get off me.
So I am now worried as I am in a couples bed, nearly naked with my hands nad legs cuffed to the bed. I start to ask more of them about what they are to do.. He raises his voice and says be quite and she leans over and whispers do as he says or he may gag you to.

I think before I say any more. The whole time I can feel myself gettign wetter and wetter, this is why they left my white pants on I beleive now so they could see the stain on them.
He told her to get her clothes off as well and she did so with out hesitating she was naked in a flash. He then instructed her to get on the bed and lower herself down on to my mouth, and I was told to lick her I did so as she did taste nice.
I could not see anything now as she was over my face, but then I felt the bed move a little, as her hubby got down between my legs and started to pull my pants to the side he was gentle but firm as he pulled them out from my puss and bum. he then slid a finger inside me which had the effect to make me rise to it and push on him. I felt a gentle slap then on my inner thigh as he said just lie there don't move. This made me want to move more towards his probing finger. He was now between my legs with his wife sitting on my face with her kissing him as he is fingering me...

To be continued.

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Memories

2008-07-22T21:23:09+02:00

I was asked recently how I got in to my lifestyle and I now think it would be good to share.. If anyone is actually interested or not.

When I was first intorduced to domination, it was with a guy I had only met a few times.
He took me over to a couples house where we all got a bit tipsy and started to fool around and it was then that I discovered that being held / restrained got me very excited indeed, and then that night just escaleted in to me being held tight whilst I was teased and then the lady of the house started to kiss me and things whilst the two guys held me, off course I resisted at the time to beign with which was even more of a turn on.
I was so turned on as to wet my panties it was so obvious to them all I loved it.
I have never looked back since that day. Apart from now only to think how innocent I must have been to start with.

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Deprivation

2008-06-14T22:13:25+02:00

Here I am having another boring night. I have been starting to dream of some of my past experiences and get myself all hot and bothered and wet lol.

It looks like when I get home I am going to have to ring one of my old f**k buddies so we can play together again, as it has been wearing on now since I was last dominated. I am missing the pleasures of being used and ordered around what to do, I am not use to having so much control over mylife that is for sure. (well not in my personal life that is for sure)
I am one of those persons who needs to be guided in every which way and be punished in other such ways for missbeheaving, or getting over excited and doing things to myself when I ahve not been told to do them.
Cant wait now!!

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Freedom

2008-06-12T22:39:44+02:00

Here I am back at work and having nothing to take my mind of being single anymore. lol

I have hit up a pen pal on here which is actually nice to be able to tell someone what makes you tick without the fear of them saying how disgusting it is or how degrading to like what I like.
They dont have an opion of my life which is a nice thing really I think.

To be honest I don't think I would care if they did or not now actually. The only thing I do is keep my work life totaly seperate from my pleasrue time lol.
It would not go down well guys knowing at work that I was bi and that I like to be dominated in everything I do when I am at home. I would have few trying it on I am sure as not everybody can grasp that BDSM is a way of life not just a cheap thrill as how some people look at it.

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Nite

2008-04-03T20:43:00+02:00

Here I am sitting alone looking through some interesting blogs, I have become single again and I dont know how to handle it.
Being free to do what I want just doesn't feel right to me lol
I suppose it will get easier over time.

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Life & loves

2008-04-03T12:25:30+02:00

Well here we have it!!! My own blog where I can right anything and nobody knows me at all, I can write what ever I want to. Great Great Great

I am in the middle of a relationships just now Single most would call it but I am not most I am me and I am uncollared.

To those of you who knows what that means well cool. To those of you who dont well thats cool as well.

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