Here I am having another boring night. I have been starting to dream of some of my past experiences and get myself all hot and bothered and wet lol.

It looks like when I get home I am going to have to ring one of my old f**k buddies so we can play together again, as it has been wearing on now since I was last dominated. I am missing the pleasures of being used and ordered around what to do, I am not use to having so much control over mylife that is for sure. (well not in my personal life that is for sure)
I am one of those persons who needs to be guided in every which way and be punished in other such ways for missbeheaving, or getting over excited and doing things to myself when I ahve not been told to do them.
Cant wait now!!

Here I am back at work and having nothing to take my mind of being single anymore. lol

I have hit up a pen pal on here which is actually nice to be able to tell someone what makes you tick without the fear of them saying how disgusting it is or how degrading to like what I like.
They dont have an opion of my life which is a nice thing really I think.

To be honest I don't think I would care if they did or not now actually. The only thing I do is keep my work life totaly seperate from my pleasrue time lol.
It would not go down well guys knowing at work that I was bi and that I like to be dominated in everything I do when I am at home. I would have few trying it on I am sure as not everybody can grasp that BDSM is a way of life not just a cheap thrill as how some people look at it.